What about angel
wings you ask? Close your
eyes, squint if you must,
make believe you see wings.
Wait, watch – angels
simply show us who they are
– they touch our souls with
their presence. They
conserve their energy with
whispers. Angels aren’t
flighty beings – their feet
are planted the on ground.
They may someday have wings
– but here on this earth
they walk with us. They
stay right here when life
gets hard. They plant
themselves, they promise and
they keep those promises.
One thing I know for sure
about angels, they have
integrity.
Just because someone
tells you how big their
heart is, how intuitive,
brilliant, loving or kind
and healing they are, it
doesn’t make it true– It is
what they want you to
believe. Some pretend angels
purposely confuse us with
words that do not match
their actions.
From what I know of
angels they are spiritual
beings rather then being
owned by a religious group.
Most religions have angelic
art and images which
represent angel-like beings.
Authentic angels are more
interested in bringing love
to the universe in as many
forms as possible. They are
creative beings – love can
be as simple as a smile, a
sound that soothes or a
tapping the shoulder of the
beloved at just the right
time – “I love you” he says
and he doesn’t know why or
where the words came from.
Begin to look for
whispering angels.
Most angels never know if
they have made a difference.
Some are angels unaware,
they just happen to show up
at the right moment. Some
are deliberate, watching for
an opportunity to help.
Others are angels by
accident.
I have experienced some
angels that I want to share
with you. I am hoping they
will inspire you to look for
these simple beings in your
own life (or you might even
think about becoming one).
I myself have not been
successful at angelhood –
but I am making efforts and
I consider myself to be an
angel-in-training. According
to those closest to me,
there is great uncertainty
whether I will ever
graduate. Angel training is
hard – few accomplish it in
one life time.
One of the perks of being
an angel or living among
them is that angels know all
about love. They know how to
give and to receive. They
bathe in love; it flows back
and forth between them and
others effortlessly. People
who have never experienced
real angels or have been
hurt by pretend ones might
have closed hearts for their
own protection. They are
closed up tight, like
turtles in their shells.
Real angels know that being
patient is better then
knocking on hard surfaces
and so they wait for hearts
to open to them even if it
takes a very long time.
Angels are not seasonal,
they are always present.
Since it is winter and a bit
bleak, I want to shed some
light on angels by taking
this opportunity to share
some sightings with you. I
am not going to tell you
goody-two-shoes stories
about good deeds. I have
nothing against good deeds
and I am sure they are
inspired by angel whispers.
Real angels hold another
kind of energy – they flood
us with feelings of well
being and warmth for no
other reason than to simply
love us.
It is important to know
the qualities of angels in
order to spot them. If you
are thinking about becoming
one, scan your soul to see
if you own enough of these
qualities to multiply them
into more. First and
foremost: angels never lie.
They tell the truth always.
It is the fundamental part
of angelhood. Every lie a
novice angel tells puts them
back to where they started
and they must begin all over
again.
Some angels only visit.
I know when my grandmother
is present because I smell
her talcum powder, Cashmere
Bouquet. Her hat pin, which
is never used, turns up in
random places. It is the
one with the crystal oval on
the end. During a recent
visit her thimble and a
valentine hanky she gave me
when I was little suddenly
appeared. She comes for
brief visits to maybe remind
me she waits for me just
beyond my ability to see.
A doctor whispers in the
ear of a dying woman –
“everything is going to be
all right, I promise.” He
means every word, she trusts
him, her body relaxes. On
her last exhale she smiles
as her energy passes just
beyond my knowing.
The poet speaks of love
and a self that is larger
than all of the universe–
“Wait”, the angel whispers,
“remember love wins over
evil”. I want to argue with
her about all that I have
seen, with a knowing look,
she sadly nods – firmly
repeats, “In the end – love
wins”.
An artist paints a view
of his heaven on the ceiling
of a chapel, perhaps an
angel’s view of what he has
already seen bringing home a
sample of possible beauty.
Randomly placed, a woman,
who I have not seen for many
years, sees and remembers
me. Her hug is warm,
certain and present.
“Perhaps an angel unaware”
I think to myself on this
winter day.
From across the world a
writer jots down music and
sends it to my mailbox.
A woman makes art beside
a stream from simple twigs
and autumn leaves.
The friend hands me two
kernels of corn reminding me
he will never forget.
She fills a jar with sea
glass and pure white sand to
touch my heart with knowing.
Suddenly a soft feather
shows up and an angel places
it in my hand.
What I wished for
inexpertly appears as if
angels are keeping watch all
the time.
Pay close attention to an
outreached hand, a knowing
look, a listening ear, a
willing heart – be on
notice, you may be in the
presence of angels.
How many angels have
you known? The kind of
people who speak words of
wisdom in your ear and then
go away, giving you space to
find your way.
I am interested in angel
stories for possible
publication if anyone has a
short story or poem they
would like to donate please
email me (Connie Robillard)
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